Friday, July 20, 2007 @8:20 PM
i'm having mixed feelings now.
i'm happy but i'm not happy. i'm worried but not worried. i'm confused but not confused. i'm sad but i'm not sad.
i sound like some two-faced freak.
claire mok is so funny. now i know why hanis, claire and nat can laugh so much during class.
back to my confused self. i don't know whats wrong with me. i'm so frustrated at myself but
i don't know why i am frustrated. i feel like such a bloody slacker yet i'm not doing anything to save the situation. i know something is wrong but i don't know what.
so dumb right?
I'm staring out into the night,Trying to hide the paindamn it, i'm going off tangent again